Showing posts with label internet. Show all posts
Showing posts with label internet. Show all posts

30 August 2026

WHAT A GLORIOUS TIME TO BE FREE [551]


In the week since writing about “Teenage Sex & Death at Camp Miasma”, I have remedied two wrongs. 

Firstly, I am now aware that the prevalence of fried chicken and sweets was not a comment on the “empty calories” of slasher horror film franchises, but more of the human experience, of having something comforting on hand during unsettling experiences. With horror not been a genre I frequent all that much, I guess I haven’t seen enough to make the connection as intended.

Secondly, I have now seen “It Happened at the World’s Fair” - a Blu-ray of the first in Jane Schoenbrun’s “screen” trilogy was on order but hadn’t yet arrived. Given that Schoenbrun was willing to make “Camp Miasma” on a smaller scale if unable to secure its full $10 million budget, “World’s Fair” is an example of what can be achieved on a principal photography budget of only $100,000.

Casey is a teenager shooting a video, announcing she is taking the “World’s Fair Challenge”. In a single seven-minute shot, we are Casey’s screen and camera as she begins the video, starts over, says “I want to go to the World’s Fair” three times, pricks her thumb until it bleeds, watches a video that sends strobes of light across her face, then says she will provide updates if there are any changes - her channel name, “CaseyWorldsFair”, suggests it has been set up as a (public) vlog or journal. These “changes” are shown in videos from other people - one person’s body no longer feels pain, and another feels they are turning into plastic. 

Usually, online “challenges” don’t last beyond the video the participant makes, but expecting the challenge to have consequences is an interesting extension. Before online content creation became professionalised, there was a sense of wanting to belong to something in posting videos online, of making your mark, or at least a dent, in the world. It was helpful to be reminded of that vulnerability.

Casey’s videos attract the attention of another poster, “JLB”, who sends out a video on their channel - not one directly - “you are I trouble, I need to talk to you”. When they do, via Skype (2003-25), he claims to be worried, but advises her to keep making videos to record any further developments. Keeping their camera off during the call, we, and only we, then see JLB is a middle-aged man, seemingly obsessed by the “World’s Fair Challenge” and watching other people’s videos about it, as the YouTube-like streaming site plays videos from other people inspired by it to make dramas and video games.

Casey’s own videos are slices of life, like most vlogs, interrupted by sudden actions – sleepwalking, screaming while dancing, and ripping apart a teddy bear. Some videos by others undergoing the “challenge” mainly talk through the experience, although the one time I got the feeling that this was “real” was when one person’s vlog about a skin condition cuts to an angle where we already could see there was no camera, as they pull out a roll of “Admit One” tickets from their arm.

At no point is the “World’s Fair Challenge” explained – we are only shown how it is done, and what “effects” are reported, not what happens there. One video showed arms reaching out from a screen and pulling someone through it – the “World’s Fair” is a stand-in for somewhere you don’t want to go. Ironically, the 1964-65 World’s Fair, held in Flushing Meadows-Corona Park in Queens, New York City – one shot of the Unisphere, which remains at the park, made me think they could be referring to this World’s Fair – was notoriously under-attended until its last few weeks, as people suddenly had a fear of missing out.

The real world is difficult, lonely and boring. Casey is never shown interacting with anyone, except with her father shouting from off-screen. JLB, seemingly a rich man with a large, expansive house, is left watching videos either on his phone or in his bedroom. The signs of life are in the videos made by Casey and others, through which we experience them for much of the running time, and our perception of them is therefore moderated by them. Indeed, Casey cuts off contact with JLB when she makes it clear he is taking it too seriously, telling him that “Casey” isn’t even her real name. 

A postscript of JLB recounting their meeting Casey in real life in New York City a year later, after she spent time in assisted care living, later starting in a theatre program. JLB suggests that, when Casey said she had re-entered the World’s Fair after cutting off contact with him, it was his prayers that had helped to pull her back from the brink. But, we had just seen a shot of Casey, one year ago, looking at a strobing screen and saying, “I swear, some day soon, I am just going to disappear, and you won’t have any idea what happened to me” – she could easily be speaking to the audience on her channel, as that channel simply stops posting new videos, or is deleted entirely, leaving a mystery for the “lost media community” years later.

I can see how “We’re All Going to the World’s Fair” speaks to a dysphoria, an incongruence between a life lived online and the real world. Schoenbrun is on record as saying this was based on their experiences of the internet during the 2000s, being able to exist without a physical form. I didn’t have that same experience using the internet, perhaps because I already knew that everything I saw there was a representation of one thing or another, and I am only on the other side of the screen. It was what I took away most from this film, and I am glad to be reminded of it.

05 January 2025

COME SAIL AWAY WITH ME [482]


Is it truly possible to “get away from it all”? Not by just going on holiday, but by disconnecting from routine, resisting the need to “check in” at anything other than an airport.

 

I am routinely guilty of checking what I will be coming back to after a week off from work, but I cannot bring myself to delete the app we use from my phone - we are not required to use it other than in the office, but the illusion of “advantage” means it remains on my home screen.

 

The allure of an ocean cruise constitutes the nearest I can physically remove myself from the networks that run everyday life, without the ability to travel into outer space. 

 

Transatlantic travel would be even more effective, removing all intermediary ports of call, and any opportunity for your phone to connect to a cellular network - Cunard’s Queen Mary 2, the only liner currently offering such a journey, is an opulent destination unto itself, and a more than adequate distraction. I clearly need a break if I am thinking about it this deeply.

 

Of course, you would then be subject to the temporary network created by the liner, something once solely constructed and run by a ship’s crew, now supplemented by the online purser’s office of a digital planner service available to passengers using the ship’s on-board wi-fi, booking meals and activities to distribute people around the ship. Cunard’s planner, “My Voyage”, is a web-based outlier in an industry that encourages the downloading of an extra app to access all services, but even while a printed daily programme is still provided to guest rooms, and most services on Cunard ships do not require booking, there is the implication that accessing a network will be easier and more convenient for the smooth running of the liner, and of your trip.

 

Or you could “stay in touch with friends and family with one of our on board internet packages, and discover our top tips for using your phone while at sea”. If you choose to add it to your voyage, Cunard charges $20-28 per day to access Elon Musk’s low-earth-orbit satellite network Starlink, charging the higher amount if you want video streaming in addition to what is titled the “Essential Internet Plan”, which is web browsing, e-mail and social media, like you never left port. 

 

Having paid £7.75 per day for five days to continue using my mobile phone in New York in 2023 strikes me as a different proposition because I was on dry land during that time. I could have used a printed map and guide, but it was crucial that I could react at the same speed as the city in which I was located. At sea, it is more possible to set your own pace, and to put a distance between yourself and that which demands attention now but could wait until later. 

 

Buying the sort of internet access you could find on land means you may as well have taken your holiday on land, because it means you are willing not to take a proper break - you remain on standby, in the middle of the ocean. I need to explore whether the lives we lead – the life I lead – is able to give us a proper break from them.

20 April 2024

BY THE MAGIC RAYS OF LIGHT [445]


The opening of BBC Two on Tuesday 21st April 1964 marked the first time British audiences needed to update their televisions, to receive the more detailed 625-line pictures sent over the air by the new channel. Early adopters may have had a Baird mechanical set from the first experimental transmissions in the 1930s, but this was the first time that the regular TV standard changed. This switch happened at a glacial speed: 625-line versions of BBC One and ITV began later in 1969, two years after BBC Two became Europe’s first colour TV channel, but the old 405-line system used by them continued until 1985 as households and television rental firms slowly replaced their sets.

The television standard in the UK has arguably changed three times since then, in more rapid succession. The first came after digital television began in 1998, using the DVB-T standard, the switch-off of analogue signals was completed from 2008 to 2012 – this coincided with the introduction in 2009 of the updated DVB-T2 standard used mostly for high-definition channel, prompting a further push for new TVs. But perhaps the biggest change hardly involves the television, because the inexorable move to online streaming of programmes is really the end of the physical act of “broadcasting”, as sharing one channel from a transmitter is replaced by everyone having their own discrete link their device and a content provider’s server, known as “unicasting”. 

I then remembered that BBC Research & Development had carried out a trial of something named “5G Broadcast” in 2019 on Stronsay, one of the Orkney Isles. A 5G network was constructed that provided mobile internet to one of the most poorly-connected places in the UK, while also using that network to broadcast radio stations, including BBC Radio Orkney, to devices with the software capable of receiving the signals. By all accounts, the exercise proved successful, leaving the island with more reliable internet access after the trial ended.

The 4G and 5G mobile signal standards allow for broadcast capabilities, which is a naturally more efficient use of bandwidth in situations where many people are watching the same thing at the same moment, freeing up capacity on the mobile network. The computer chip manufacturer Qualcomm, which had a hand in developing the technology used for these mobile standards, explained on their website that no extra equipment is needed to receive 5G Broadcast, as mobile devices already have the necessary technology built into them, and existing television transmitters, more physically resilient than mobile signal masts, can broadcast the 5G signal too. Furthermore, if someone is outside the range of the 5G Broadcast signal, their device will seamlessly move to “unicast” mode.

However, that depends on the will of broadcasters to keep their own transmitters going at all. Switzerland is a country that already switched their TV transmitters off, in 2019, but most viewers already received their services via cable. This shift is perhaps inevitable: the cost of keeping networks of high-powered transmitters in working order would be avoidable if you can piggy-back on the internet, but relying on that network poses problems in binding one service, once available to all over the air, into another service that requires payment to access. Even Qualcomm’s article made clear that “In the unfortunate scenario that the cellular network becomes disabled from structural damages (e.g., in case of an earthquake), public authorities could still use the broadcast infrastructure to communicate with smartphones that support broadcast services” – the will has to be there.

14 January 2024

STUMBLE YOU MIGHT FALL [431]

The BT Tower, seen from St Paul's Cathedral

Leaving home for work as usual, I opened the BBC Sounds app on my phone to play BBC Radio 6 Music. Chris Hawkins has a brilliant weekly feature about people’s names heard unintentionally during songs, and as the time for it approached, the app would not load. Sometimes it takes a while, but realising this was taking longer than usual, I opened my web browser to stream the station via the BBC’s website. This also failed to load, along with any other website I tried.

Arriving at my bus stop, unable to check why my phone had no internet signal, I hoped the bus company’s app will let me catch the bus. Restarting my phone did not re-establish any connection. Fortunately, I was able to carry on my journey, as whatever codes needed for the app to work today must have downloaded previously.

Unaccustomed to travelling in silence, and with my MP3 player at home, I was resigned to listening to music saved to my phone before the near-unlimited choice of a music streaming app made purchases rare. I compromised with the Muzak Corporation’s “Stimulus Progression 5” background music album, various songs by the Bonzo Dog Doo-Dah Band, and the reworked version of David Bowie’s 1987 “Never Let Me Down” album released in 2018, an interesting exercise that could still have been left alone. Listening to the sublime original “Rawlinson End” piece by Vivian Stanshall, I thought of looking up more information about it, then had to sit there realising I could not – I couldn’t leave my bus to work to stop at a library.

Finally logging into my work computer confirmed that Vodafone, my mobile network, had an outage of their 4G and 5G internet networks, but not phone calls and text messages – Vodafone introduced text messages to the world, so maintaining its use must be a point of pride. I thought the internet came back just before starting work at 9am, but this was after going to an area of the building with poor reception (the staff toilets) caused my phone to search out the still operating 3G network instead. This network will be phased out by Vodafone during 2024 to bolster 4G and 5G reception, a good idea in the circumstances, but GPRS (General Packet Radio Services), introduced in 2001 and still used for calls and messages, will remain.

Cybernetics is a subject I plan to discuss in greater detail in coming weeks, but nothing serves to focus your mind on the science of control systems, communications and technology than being temporarily kicked out of such a control system. As much as I would like to think I could live without the internet, I have surely arrived at the point where any period of disconnection will cause frustration. Its initial usefulness became a welcome extension of myself, and it may be time to properly make sense of that.

Everything was back to my new normal by 11am, and I listened to Chris Hawkins’ radio feature during lunchtime.

03 September 2023

YOU OUGHTA BE IN PICTURES [412]


The script for this video is below:

Coming up, I want to start making more videos, so I am going to talk myself into a position where I can do that. 

 

[TITLE: 412. Let’s Build a Media Strategy]

 

[TITLE: or, “You Oughta Be in Pictures”]

 

Hello there. I bought an autocue, or teleprompter, about nine months ago, and this is the first time I have used it, so hopefully I should be looking straight at you this time. 

 

A while ago, I wrote that, because everyone who has a social media account is now in the media business, everyone should have media training so they can manage their online presence – it’s the sort of thing that will be taught in schools, if not done so already. What this also means is that, essentially, everyone also now must have a media strategy – how do you go about building your online presence, how are you making yourself known, and where are you doing that.

 

That is something I have been thinking about for a while. Right now, I have my own website where I post articles I write every week, and a few social media accounts I only use to point to that website, like a village community pinboard telling you a meat raffle is taking place on Sunday at the pub after church. Meanwhile, I have a YouTube channel that holds the videos I have made but has more subscribers than all the social media accounts combined.

 

Therefore, I am not using social media effectively, and I have subscribers to a video channel that has no new videos. Surely, I should pivot from writing articles to making videos? I know I can do both, but a full-time job means the easier option most often wins, and it is the one that involves a lot more typing.

 

Then you have the issue of “content”. A couple of years ago, I was toying with the idea of making a video series titled “Leigh Spence is Content”, using the double meaning of that word – I didn’t go ahead with that because all it tells you is that you should be watching me, and I’m a bit too self-conscious for that. 

 

However, “content” doesn’t mean much as a word anymore in terms of media posted online. I still think of a type of media, like a video, and then the content of that video. At some point, “content” came to mean anything put online, no matter what form it took, because the internet was the container, or worse, the video streaming site or social media site considers itself to be the container, and its users to be their content. Because my content lives on its own site, they have no use for me, and I have little use for them.

 

With this being the landscape into which I place anything creative I have, it almost doesn’t matter whether an idea I have is expressed in writing or in pictures, when really it should – they are completely different sets of disciplines. Granted, I have a degree in film studies, so I am going to think that way, but I graduated a full year before YouTube even began, so my view of what makes a video was formed entirely before an entirely new business model became applied to them.

 

This is why the videos I have made are not the same as each other: some use voiceover, one has been silent, a couple have used music, and one didn’t use pictures. If YouTube wants me to build an audience through consistent content released on a dependable schedule, then it will have to deal with me wanting to be consistently inconsistent.

 

So, what do I do? More videos, fewer articles, a little more social media presence, perhaps talking about things that could become articles or videos? Or is it that engaging with other people, and sharing your data with them, is all that the internet wants you to do, regardless of what you make? Anyway, like, comment and subscribe, and do as you damn well please.

 

Thank you for watching, if you would like to see more videos like this, consider watching the others I have already posted, or find a way to watch my dreams at night, and as ever the nostalgia culture crisis continues at www.leighspence.net, the home of dancing with the gatekeepers.